Hi Julie,
I know it's not easy, stopping me was a big challenge, maybe that's why I was hit so hard in the beginning. I now know what it's like to do absolutely nothing. I really appreciate being able to do anything at all, I hated being so incapacitated. Things will improve, you will see given time. I wish I lived nearer you I would willingly help you. I am always as positive as I can be, my doctor says I should have more pain than I do but I don't, other than little aches which go away quickly most of the time. So there must be something in being positive. I like to think so anyway. I admire everyone new coming on here as I was too scared to know what lay in store for me in the beginning.
The nurse at the hospital said to me today she would never forget how poorly I was when first diagnosed. I could hardly walk or move come to think of it. But even then I used to get my husband to help me onto a chair to finish the painting near the ceiling, we had been decorating at the time I was taken ill. I used to paint just 8ins one hand supporting my other arm as I had lost the use of it. I can laugh now but then it was so important to me that this RA did not beat me. I loved decorating and my husband had helped with the walls but I wanted to do near the ceiling so's not to smudge the ceiling.

It took ages but I knew I did it. and it was neat.

Keep in there you will improve too,. Sending you good wishes for Xmas and the New Year.
Lorna x